We stood in the woods at the edge
of the water, in a space we use every year. Years of gatherings lay upon each
other like the bones of the dead beneath us, like the ruins of civilizations
buried beneath cities the living walk every day. Even at the edge of a busy
beach, stillness invaded the Ancestor Shrine, save for the sounds of birdsong
and the wind in the trees. The magic was tangible.
Together, we called in the
ancestors with a prayer I have been voicing for a decade, pouring water as an
offering to the dead, to both the ancestral dead we did not know and the beloved
dead of our blood and heart who were lost to us in our lifetime. To Those Who Have Gone Before…
We anchored our bodies to the
earth. We anchored our spirits to the sky and we opened a Way within ourselves.
We stood at the edges between them, so that we might stand with them, unafraid.
You are the place where earth and sky
meet. You are the doorway to the Ancestors…
We journeyed inward, down the path
of ancestral rivers emptying into our veins. We remember our parents and
grandparents, our great-grandparents, and their great-grandparents. We walk
with them, travelling backwards through time with each step forward we take. We are that they were. We breathe in the
echo of Those Who Took Breath Before. We honor them with our presence in the
world…
We hung ribbons for our dead,
speaking aloud their names and calling them into the circle with us. We opened
the way. We hung ribbons for those we have lost within the last year. We shared
their names with stories and tears, and heavy hearts. We added names to the
list every day. May they be at peace. May
the Ancestors welcome them home. May the Ancestors watch over the living left
behind in their grief. May it be so…
We sang of circles within circles.
We opened our hearts and voices to the air around us. We shifted the space to
send our prayers for peace out into the ether. We shared work and magic in the
morning mountain time, hanging colorful ribbons to mark stories of gratitude in
memory of the dead. We remembered something they gave us, something we learned
from them. We honored them in words and laughter and added the breath of the
living to the web we built. We remembered our bodies and how our ancestors were
our way into them. Every day we walk and
breathe we honor those we have lost…
We read poems in the thicket along
the water’s edge, remembered words for ears that no longer need them to hear.
We lifted our voices in petition and prayer in that space. We remembered that
we can still speak to those we miss, that the winds will carry our words to the
places we cannot follow. And we left birdseed behind, in pockets of earth in
gratitude for their songs filtering into the Shrine. The best way we can honor our ancestors is to love and care for the
living.
What is remembered, lives. Whether
we know the names of our ancestors or not, we simply have to connect into the
energy thread of them that lives within our bloodstream. When we do this, we
can feel them walking with us. And when we can do this, we know that we never
truly walk alone. We are that they were. We
live. We are that others will come after us.
May we remember the interconnected web. May we greet each other with kindness in both life and death. May it be so.
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