One of the oldest items on my
ancestor altar is a bronze statue of Kuan Yin, the goddess of compassion. I
adopted her as a spiritual mentor when I was unraveling my inner anger ball. I
used compassion and kindness as mindful tools towards changing the way I
responded to the world around me. The bodhisattva visual was a beacon of hope
for me.
I use deity in my pagan work. I am
a big believer in mythology as useful metaphors of ideals we strive towards. If
I stumble across a mythology that speaks to the simple or complex
characteristics of Work I am doing, I may choose to walk with the mythos of
that deity.
With Kuan Yin, as a dedication to
my spiritual faith, I string a small beaded necklace at the start of each new
year and drape it around her neck. I consider it an offering to the spirit of
her story that is diluted down into acts of compassion and kindness. I offer it
as a gratitude for the guidance her stories have gifted me.
It doesn’t mean I think that Kuan
Yin walks the earth or watches over me. I don’t believe that when lightning
strikes Zeus is hurling his thunderbolts (though it’s a great story). When I
leave out food offerings for the dead, I don’t believe they come and eat it.
But I know that hungry animals are being fed in their honor.
These small offerings mark the
years I have been on this path. Each layer displays the time that has passed
since I started this Work. Over time, the notion of making offerings as a sign
of gratitude and dedication became a heavy part of my spiritual life.
Offerings are good ways to bring
attention to something I see as sacred that others might not. A marigold wreath
left around the knob of a tree. A mandala of birdseed and corn left in a forest
glade. Peanuts piled like cairns on logs and in knotholes. Natural fiber ribbons
and yarns left loose on branches to pull the eye, precious resources for nests
and burrows.
I decorate Kuan Yin to show that
she is not just a statue. She is an altar, a space of Work that changes as I
transform, as my Work alters. When I go to the woods, I leave offerings because
I am grateful to have wilds to walk in, and in my gratitude, I offer
nourishment to the animals that live there. It keeps me mindful. It keeps me present
in my gratitude, offering me a better way to experience the world.
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