In my city, a young Egyptian boy at
the high school has been harassed every day since the Boston bombings. It’s not
local news, but his older sister is heartbroken for him. Someone even wrote
“terrorist” on his locker in permanent marker, because he looks different. Because
people are afraid and that fear trickles down to their children. But this boy and
his family fled Egypt because it was no longer safe for them to be there. What
happened in Boston was their every day. And an innocent boy is being asked to
bear the brunt of our fear because they think he looks like someone else who did
an awful thing.
This is what happens when we feed
our fear. We create more. Fear breeds fear. You would think that a city with such a large
refugee population would be more tolerant of its diversity. We become strange
creatures when we feed our fear instead of our love.
I saw the same thing happen in
2001, when I started my first day of work in a new city on September 12, at a
grocery store catering largely to veiled women. I watched an older customer
scream when a Muslim woman entered with her three children. She left her cart
where it was, grabbed her purse, and ran out of the store. I listened to a
woman rant for twenty minutes about how you could never know if it was a man or
a woman “under there” and how that wasn’t fair to Americans. The more people
fed into their fear, the uglier it became.
We always try to make this about
those who are other than us. But Timothy McVeigh, who was responsible for the bombing
in Oklahoma City in 1995, was American. He was born in my hometown and raised
just outside of it in my working class, All-American blue collar corner of the
state. This isn’t about 9/11, Oklahoma City, or the Boston bombings. It’s about
the horrible things that happen every day and the tools we use to bear them.
It’s about truly believing, beneath the skin, that we are all relations.
If I trace my genetic DNA back far
enough, what strange soil might I find their lines journeying through? I know,
right now, that there are men and women in Poland, Ireland, Germany, Scotland,
and the Netherlands who can trace themselves back to the same ancestors as me.
These men and women are my cousins. However distantly, we share blood. We are
all relations.
I see the eyes of cousins in the
eyes of strangers in the street. I smile at them and wish them wellness and
happiness like I would wish it for a loved one. I would not forcefully take
anything from them, whether I am in need or not. I deny no one their humanity
or personhood.
I
see you and I wish you happiness.
We are each responsible for our
actions, and for how we respond to events in the world. We are not our race or
our gender. We are not where we live or what job we take. We are magic-makers,
capable of changing the world with acts of simple kindness. The easiest thing
you can do, in times of great stress, is to feed the world your love, instead
of your fear and hate.
It is easier to lash out at others
from our fear-place. History shows that we have done it and we will continue to
do it. We forcibly relocated native tribes, who had already been living here,
because of the few tribes that even they were in battle with, who held
different, more aggressive beliefs. And we wanted to claim ownership of their
land. We held all the indigenous people responsible for a few. We mustn’t
forget that. We were wrong.
When Pearl Harbor was bombed in
1941, we responded in fear to the large Japanese-American presence on the West
coast. In 1942 the government rounded up 127,000 Japanese-Americans and put
them in internment camps. Their crime was having Japanese ancestry. Two-thirds
of them had been born here and they were forced to sell off their lands, homes,
cars, businesses, etc in order to comply with the government, hoping they could
reclaim them when the scare was over. Ten relocation camps were built in seven
states. Those families lost everything they had because of choices our
government made from a place of fear. They were held for up to four years in
inadequate housing with poor food supplies, like prisoners.
I only learned about that when my
Interfaith youth group spoke to a man who had grown up inside one of those
camps. It was hard for my naïve mind to believe. When I returned home and
pulled out my Global Studies text book, I could only find one sentence that
said, and I have never forgotten, “For their own safety, some
Japanese-Americans were located to camps during the war.” That was it.
In this current time of crisis and
fear, it would be easy to segregate ourselves from the unknown things that
scare us. It would be easy to jump into the trust-no-one pool of thought. What would
be brave and courageous, would be to continue to believe that people are good
people, and that people want to be good people. I choose to believe that one
smile or one kind word make a difference to someone on the edge of choosing to
feed their hate.
I
am afraid. I see that you are afraid. We are afraid. Let us not be afraid of
each other.
To best honor my ancestors, I will
learn from the mistakes they made from their places of fear. I will feed my
love and give that to the world. I will ask questions before I assume or accuse.
I will be patient and tolerant with the differences between us while working
towards a way of living together harmoniously. I choose to be brave.
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